huge.

I feel like a cow...i love it when they say the baby is the size of a watermelon. Because that is exactly what I feel like I am walking around with in my belly - a huge fat watermelon. I am in my 37th week. Cam is considered full term. And with the way I am feeling, I should be meeting him in a few weeks.

I have my moments of sheer terror and panic attacks. I can't imagine what labor is going to be like, and up until the last few weeks, I wasn't worried about it. Now I am. I don't want the pain. I don't think anyone does. And I keep saying people have babies everyday. However, i am sure they have that moment where they think - WHAT AM I DOING!?

I have another appointment this week where she will check me to see if I am dilated. I am very nervous! lol