Doctors Visit

So I got into the doctors right away! I wanted to know right away if what I was being told by sticks was true. I mean, really, how smart is a stick?

I waiting in the room for them to call my name. The nurse came to get me - gave me the rules for peeing in a cup and then left me to do my business. I peed and waited in the room for the nurse to tell me what I needed to know.

She walks in with a big smile on her face - so if course I am thinking - "phew! I am not pregnant!" - it's what a normal person would think, right?! WRONG. She smiles and says, "you are pregnant! Congratulations! Are you excited!?" I blankly stared at her and said "I don't know." she asked me something about it being planned and I said "very much not planned." So she left the room - in which I said a few choice words to myself. This would be the start of everyone assuming just because you are over 25 - you are happy when you are pregnant. I am sure if I was 16 and she told me, she never would have even asked me a damn question about it or made one happy comment.

The doctor came in - prescribed me prenatal vitamins - and again went on and on about "how exciting it is..." and "are I excited?" Again, to which I replied, "I don't know." I mentioned that it was a complete surprise to which she made a snarling comment " well you are keeping it aren't you?!" I was still too much in shock to come up with something sarcastic and witty to reply. I could have said - yes, I am going to eat it, or now I thought I would sell it on the black market - babies are worth a lot! But I couldn't think straight.

I called Kate and my sister and told them the findings and how i thought the dad would be there and he wasn't.